What an incredible process and explanation of it. Thank you Nathan. I pray a lot for God to be with those I’m going to play to. That helps me attend to the Holy Spirit when in front of the group. I seek to be a vessel, and that helps me tap into the presence.
Thank you for sharing your process, Nathan! I relate, no surprise there ✨, the anxiety is here - always. And the more I grow, stretch, and live the purpose our Creator has for me, the MORE the anxiety, and dark voices are here to tell me to shut up, and sit down. I know they’re trying to protect me, that they are carrying trauma from a time ago that eclipses my thinking. But my ancestors are here for this, our Creator is here for this, the people that want to hear me speak (or not, really doesn’t matter if it’s an empty room) - it IS CLEAR to me, that folks like you and I are HERE to speak. Our voice story helps others on, that is our gift. So now in prep for whatever the thing is, I focus on the why, under why of WHY I’m doing it. Who I want to reach. It’s probably some past version of myself🙏🏽🪞 and meditate on the edges of the talk and let it role. I always start with at this point to ground myself, that I feel all the wiggles, I do some body shakes and and such, if it’s in person folks are usually laughing at this point - or relating, and I go. I focus on breathing...the more quiet, the better. And wherever it lands, is where it lands, I trust ...have to, that God is working thru me, cause I know not what is being said. But I know at the end, it’s always what was needed for those listening, and most importantly for me🤍 as always, my friend thank you for sharing!!!! And congratulations on the opportunity to share your heart on a stage. Those people needed to see you that day🙌🏽
What an incredible process and explanation of it. Thank you Nathan. I pray a lot for God to be with those I’m going to play to. That helps me attend to the Holy Spirit when in front of the group. I seek to be a vessel, and that helps me tap into the presence.
A vessel. YES. ♥️♥️♥️
Thank you for sharing your process, Nathan! I relate, no surprise there ✨, the anxiety is here - always. And the more I grow, stretch, and live the purpose our Creator has for me, the MORE the anxiety, and dark voices are here to tell me to shut up, and sit down. I know they’re trying to protect me, that they are carrying trauma from a time ago that eclipses my thinking. But my ancestors are here for this, our Creator is here for this, the people that want to hear me speak (or not, really doesn’t matter if it’s an empty room) - it IS CLEAR to me, that folks like you and I are HERE to speak. Our voice story helps others on, that is our gift. So now in prep for whatever the thing is, I focus on the why, under why of WHY I’m doing it. Who I want to reach. It’s probably some past version of myself🙏🏽🪞 and meditate on the edges of the talk and let it role. I always start with at this point to ground myself, that I feel all the wiggles, I do some body shakes and and such, if it’s in person folks are usually laughing at this point - or relating, and I go. I focus on breathing...the more quiet, the better. And wherever it lands, is where it lands, I trust ...have to, that God is working thru me, cause I know not what is being said. But I know at the end, it’s always what was needed for those listening, and most importantly for me🤍 as always, my friend thank you for sharing!!!! And congratulations on the opportunity to share your heart on a stage. Those people needed to see you that day🙌🏽
So nice to hear more of your heart, Kanisha! So glad to be figuring these things out in parallel. ♥️♥️♥️